Roy Aishwarjyo
1 min readJul 8, 2020


I know I have been crazy

The man that I wanted was not you.

Every single day that my heart haunts me,

I wish I was dead again like a few.

Like love has never been this so

Love has been a curse,

We could have just let that go or

Maybe let’s just pass?

I would stop my procrastination

As you see on me,

Arctic Monkeys can’t calm me nowadays.

I have been just busy.

The duel things that keep raging in your head

Just let them simply come.

Maybe they are not wanted but

Still they are so numb.

Even if you don’t want to live

Here is to cheers to life.

Sometimes just being alive is

All that makes it strife.



Roy Aishwarjyo

A Computer Science and Engineering student. Interested in Computer Science, business analytics, project management, research and editing.